patience is a virtue

January 18, 2010

I am all confused with the idea of not knowing where you stand in a so-called complicated relationship. But then again, some things don’t just happen… oftentimes they are the end-result of that relatively significant moment in the past which is now haunting me - disguised as regret.

While I must admit that I feel for your pain, I apologize for not meeting the expiration date of your patience. But I do thank you… for the time you’ve spent with me, and for the love you’ve given unconditionally.

 

I thought you understood

All I asked from you was patience

 

I am torn from the realization whether this is what I want or so I thought I wanted. I can’t really tell. There are a million thoughts, emotions and words left hidden and untold. Now, the wheel of fortune has turned things upside-down, too bad. For who? me?. I can’t say I’m am the only one suffering while the other rejoices. The uneasiness is apparent on both parties if I was the judge of the situation. But then again, can we really conclude from the picture-perfect facade of great pretenders? But then again, there may even be additional facts in the case which cannot be dared revealed? But then again, it’s a moot point is it not?

Yes, I am happy and I submit that in truth and in fact I know I can be happier. I would have been happier. I have deprived and denied my self of the only thing I can be sure of. But did I really?

I played a game and eventually lost. Worst part of it all is that - there is no rematch.

Is all lost while I wallow in pain? But so they say, I am a rock, neither wind nor water can shatter me into pieces, but they can carry me to a better place, and so, now I shall wait for that.

 

If you know what you want

Come and get it

If after some time you are having second thoughts

Granting that I have let you wait and tag along for so long

Then probably it’s not meant to be

It is fine by me

It might just be for the best for us both

And I won’t be here waiting for long

Posted by hukombitay at 9:04 pm | permalink

Previous Comments

Do not prolong your agony, baby. If it’s meant to be, let go. :)

Love hits you when you least expect it. :)

Posted by AC at January 19, 2010, 10:52 am

does this only mean that i am afraid of taking that plunge in the pool of love?

Posted by hukombitay at January 20, 2010, 8:53 pm

Basta ang masasabi ko lang, que sera sera. Gets mo? Wag mo na gawan ng template ang buhay mo. Sige ka, baka mamaya you just let your chances pass you by tapos pagsisihan mo in the end. ;)

Posted by AC at January 22, 2010, 5:36 pm

yun na nga eh… some say i’m one selfish and weird person at some point to not let my self to have “to love” and “to be loved” mutually exclusive… but then again i just want to be sure… to reserve all that is me for that one person i am to spend the rest of my life with. with whom i would be more than willing to be reckless yet smart and be sad yet happy at the same time… hay…

Posted by hukombitay at January 25, 2010, 9:24 pm

avoid overanalyzing things. everything will fall into place without you manipulating them. :)

Posted by AC at January 27, 2010, 4:24 pm

hmmm good thinking ah… never thought of that ah considering all the talking in my head.. hehe anyways, im happy now.. it’s all in the past. thanks dear. mwah!

Posted by hukombitay at January 30, 2010, 1:50 am

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