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January 11, 2009

I’ve been drowning my self in alcohol for the past 3 days and still i want to get drunk tonight. Although I am not really feeling physically capacitated to drink another more bottle, considering the fact that I’m going dizzy with just a blink of an eye, like there’s always an earthquake or something, i still just want to drink and be merry. 

Drinking alcohol i know is bad for my health (diagnosed with acute ulcer) and with lack of sleep in lawschool, i know I’m pushing my self too far.  But what else is there for me to hold on to… but another cold bottle of beer who seems to smile back at me whenever I take a grip on him.

I am self-confessed alcoholic. 

I just can’t share my dilemma to anybody else. Yes, I am playing pretend that everything is okay. But aren’t we all great pretenders? Life is getting so chaotic and more people enjoys pitching in additional misery. Why can’t things be peaceful for just one moment in time?

reality is plain inescapable

life is inevitable

pain is pain 


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