pseudo gods

I always thought there is only one God I’d come to know in this lifetime. Well I thought wrong.

They are not perfect but they package themselves to be perfect.

They assume they can do anything and everything.

They assume to be all-knowing.

They never admit their wrongs.

They find every possible reason for their mistakes.

They choose to blame everyone but themselves.

They see other people inferior of them.

They want other people to submit to them.

They want other people to serve them and drool under their feet  .

They say contradicting points of view

            On the matter of causes and effect

            On the matter of reasons and end-results

            On the matter of what they say aloud and from what they truly mean.

They are plainly difficult to figure out.

They make other people suffer.

They make other people’s lives complicated.

Giving in to their wishes is like dealing with the devil himself.

Meaning – anyone who dares get involved with them will forever lose their game.

Whether or not you come to breach the contract.

You will only be punished more.

And at the end of the day, it remains to be your fault…

that you failed to forbid yourself from choosing your destiny to be with them.

unrequited love… will forever be a curse to us who are martyrs.

I am causing my self pain just the very instant I put into words all reason and feelings of great depth and sorrow of these people I’ve come to love and understand but somehow hate and despise at the same time. I must be crazy. Are we not all?