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i dreamt of edgar
November 7, 2007
i am so thankful for having passed my subjects last semester, but then i cannot truly celebrate can i? i am pained by your piercing stares and i’m wishing i’d die instantaneously. but ofcourse i can’t. i’d exchange my life for you if that’s the last thing i’d ask of kamatayan.
but just when i thought i’d have the worst dream ever, it was the total opposite. i dreamt of edgar. i haven’t thought of him since time immemorial until i actually saw him recently. and i can’t help but “smile” when i woke up this morning. this would be one of the best dreams i had that i’d cherish for the rest of my life. *sigh*
for the longest time i had this frown
worn my mask even as i slept
as i wept
i hid behind
always wishing… dreaming
then i dreamt of you
my mask broke into small pieces
when the thought of you made me smile
i wish i’d never have to wake up
i wish i’d never have to see light
but that’s all wishful thinking
but i don’t really care
your image has made me feel alive







